31 August 2007

Rules

You probably don't know who you are, reading this, and maybe I don't either. But I want to ask you so many questions, and know more about you. I want to find out if I like you more, or less. I of course, wonder if I can play with you and have you for keeps or if you would just be a learning experience, and maybe a good friend.

I feel like this is cheesy writing from an easy-read fiction novel, or I'm 12 years old again. Except I'm not... so I don't think the same way I did then.

Of course life as an adult is so much more intense. Having freedom and educating yourself, not being ignorant, and trying to adhere to the rules of society, and all that stuff. I think what I've learned so far in life is that there are rules, but they are merely guidelines. Most people can't say that they've never broken or at least bent the rules.

I try to keep telling myself that as long as something makes me feel okay, if it is some kind of positive aspect of my life, then stick with it. Even if it isn't exactly the norm. It's okay to bend the rules once in a while.

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